i found this pic on tumblr and before i knew it it felt hurt in here in heart section

Label: baekhyun, exo, whatifeel, whatithink, whatnotilike

hello bloggie ♥ 오랜만이야~!!! xD

i feel like typing something tonight. well it's finally holiday /yeay/ but i just had a try out test in my course today T^T oh God i felt like dying Dx i hope the test turn out just okay. amen

 so now im going to share the things i'm into recently... jan jan jaaaannn.... ٩(^‿^)۶ here it is

1. Korea ._. 

 i am so into Korea and Kpop these days. it's like i've never loved anyone before. i feel like my love for them is too big. HAHAHAHA. anyway, i love SHINee (my first kpop band i've been into!), B2ST (my first band i saw in person xD), MBLAQ, and EXO (my first band i kept track since debut days :P).
but it's only a few. i mean... if you get into kpop, you'll never end up liking ONLY ONE BAND. i highly doubt that. it's almost impossible. at least you'll know other band names, or one of their songs, or even just heard about them. it's like a domino! you pushed one back and it automatically pushes the rest back (what a great comparison i made, huh \∪ ◡ ∪/)
but not only kpop, i pretty much love anything about Korea now. its fashion, makeup, drama, foods, housing products, stationary, EVERYTHING! they are just so cute yet still edgy! it's really hard to describe because everything is simple but cute and cool. not japan-like-cute with ribbon everywhere or so. it's more like simple-cute kind of way. and it looks like everything is a big hit now. so.... im not the only one :P

2. mint color
THIS COLOR IS JUST SUPER DUPER CUTE YOU KNOW? OKAY NUFFSAID

3. ombre

earlier, i thought ombre was just a haircolor thingy with black at the roots and gradually getting lighter until it looks like blond at the end of the hair. I WAS SO WRONG. this thing is even moreeeeeee beautiful than that. i mean... look at those colors gradually fading. isn't that the glorious thing ever? i feel like never saw something as beautiful as this thing ಸДಸ and the best thing is you can apply ombre everywhere. like... everywhere. hair, shirt, t-shirt, pants, skirt, bag, shoes, LIPS! I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE OMBRE LIPS. or people also call it gradation lips (i almost typed 'graduation' instead. lol) it gives the dolly look but also very sexy and charming. it makes your lips smoother and fuller and everything-er! it's perfect for any time, day or night. my version is the version Korean ulzzang likes to put on. this is simply gorgeous okay.
4. Park Sora

 i've never been into girl/guy model until i found this amazingly beautiful/cute/skinny/sexy creature named Park Sora. she's a model for a Korean online clothing line Stylenanda.com. i simply love everything about her (dont know if she had plastic surgery or not, but who cares HAHA). her hair, her skinny proportion, her way of dressing up, her OMBRE LIPS. oh i feel like watching an angel. hopefully one day i can be as skinny as her and living in Korea and have someone like me now admiring me. LOL THAT WOULD BE SUPER COOL AMEN I HAVE TO BE POSITIVE YEAH YEAH.
5. math 

funny. but i always love math since elementary school

 well that's it!! thanks for reading. if there's even anyone reading it ._. (even it's too late already) HAPPY FASTING! BYE

Label: KOREA, whatilike, whatithink

yang namanya orang bermasyarakat/berorganisasi itu pasti harus banget tuh yang namanya ngerti satu sama lain. kalo salah paham dikit dibiarin, lama lama bakal jadi masalah yang susah diselesai-innya.

jadi gini, kemaren pas rapat OSIS, kita semua nyoba buat nyelesai-in masalah yang ada, dan menurut gue itu semua bisa kejadian cuma gara gara salah paham. sepele emang, mungkin yang salah itu cuma pemakaian kata kata, nada bicara, sama waktu ngomong. itu aja, cuma tergantung siapa yang nanggepin, kalo dimasukkin ke hati... yah....

emosi itu vital. banget. gue gak suka banget kalo orang main main sama emosi orang lain. bercanda hal hal yang udah jelas bakalan nyakitin orang itu terus bilang "canda doang kali". kalo mau bercanda pun cari topik yang gak bikin orang jadi keki kan bisa.

sifat orang juga beda beda. kalo kita ngeliat lingkungan sekitar itu equal, bakalan gak adil banget. udah tau punya temen emosian, eh dipancing pancing emosinya. kalo jadinya berantem, yang salah siapa? mau nyalahin yang mancing tapi yang dipancingnya EMANG emosian. mau nyalahin yang emosian juga gak enak, karena toh bukan dia juga yang sengaja emosi.

kalo udah kayak gitu, perlu BANGET yang namanya "saling pengertian". emang picisan banget ini mah bahasanya -___- tapi ya apa lagi coba namanya? coba bayangin, kalo misalnya temen kita emosian, terus dia lagi emosi. kalo orang emosi ngomong apapun ga enak kan didengernya? walaupun dia salah, kalo kita (yang gak emosian-misalnya) tetep batu bilang dia salah sampe dia makin emosi, well ya kitanya juga salah.

tunggu, gue tadi ngubek oxford dictionary buat nyari arti kata "ngertiin" atau understanding

understanding (adj): sympathetic and willing to forgive each other

jelas kan artinya? kalo temenan sama orang yang sifatnya bagaikan air dan api sama kita, yang pertama harus kita lakuin itu: simpati. kalo misalnya susah banget simpati (dalam arti baik) ke dia, coba aja merasa kasihan sama mereka karena mereka susah ngendaliin emosinya. dan teman itu harus saling bantu dong? nah bantu deh mereka. caranya? maafin mereka, mereka emang gampang emosi. tapi semua hal yang dibilang orang pas lagi emosi itu gak dari hati kok. makanya ada quote kayak gini kan?

don't make decisions when you're angry, and don't make promises when you're happy

that says it all. jadi mulai sekarang, belajarlah untuk ngertiin orang di sekitar kita. simpati-lah sama mereka, dan maafkan mereka. dengan kayak gitu, hubungan bakalan jadi lebih oke dan menyenangkan

cheers, Rani

Label: personal, understanding, whatifeel, whatithink

hello, havent blogged for a while, how have you guys been? (i am talking like i even have a reader ._.)
doesnt really matter for me because i just wanted to talk. lol
i've been watching to this new K-Drama called "King 2 Hearts" lately and i am sooo into it. lol.
well i love Ha Ji Won ever since "Secret Garden" grew on me :P and now i feel like i started to like Lee Seung Gi as well :D

he's just super duper cute.

ANYWAY!

my school was just visited by this "Sang Pemimpi" team and we did some like movie-watching-together. and there was also the Star of the movie. his name is Rendy and he played as Arai.

the movie is really good! like... really :D hahaha it brought laughters and tears :P
but what i wanna talk about is this guy who played the role named Ikal. idk his real name (probably gonna google some information after this :P) but i got attracted by him. to be exact, by his collar-bones.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE/ADORE/CRAZY FOR COLLAR-BONES xD

well yeah, despite the fact that he's really cute in that movie, i couldnt resist to see his well-made collar-bones :P

yep, thats all i want to talk about. i am a bit sick right now and sleepy and struggling for tomorrow's exams >.< i need to fill up my empty exam score so it's really tiring >.<
hoping that tomorrow the school will be ended earlier so i can go to karaoke with my friends. yihhiii xD

kaythxbye

Rani （‐＾▽＾‐）

Label: personal, whatidid, whatifeel

just got the shocking news from my friend. my chairmate just got hurt, inside her heart. his supposed to be lover actually loves another girl. which is also our friend.

i dont know what to do, for God's sake, im also the one who's feeling confused now.
it's like.. i dont know! i dont even know what i wanna do

all i know is that i am sad

now i'm just a basket case, without you...

Label: whatifeel

so on my way home, at "angkot" -..- there was this elementary boy, he rode on that car with me, there were about 4 passengers that time, me, that boy (lets just say he's carrot) and 2 females. and then at somewhere in KayuManis, there was this other boy (lets just say he's lettuce) rode on the same car with me and carrot.

carrot right away called the lettuce with some kinda like, "sst, hey" something like that. i thought they were friends, because even lettuce's body is way smaller than carrot, they both wore elementary uniform (even though it was different from each other) so i just had the thought that maybe lettuce just didnt hear that carrot was calling him.

but then i saw lettuce's face. it was only the expression of fright. i didnt know what was wrong, i really had no idea. but then i got the thought that maybe, they are rival. and then, when a female passenger who sat next to me got off of the car, right away, carrot made his way to sat next to me which was closer to the lettuce.

lettuce's face looked like he was really frightened. and after the other female passenger got off (then in that car there were just me, carrot, lettuce and the driver) carrot started to talk to lettuce again. turned out to be that carrot actually didnt know who lettuce was. i dont know! but carrot asked something about lettuce's school? and he said it was in Kayumanis IV.

all i knew was i feel so sad looking at lettuce's face that time. he almost cried. i mean, he was so tiny! and small, and alone, and frightened. when carrot was a big guy who had water bottle inside his bag (from what i know, having woter bottle in your bag means your mom has extra time and care for you) and carrot also sucked his dirty finger earlier! EWW! >.<

carrot peeked a look at me a couple times. i tried to not avoid his stare. i tried to stare back at him, tried to always looking at him. watched if only he did something disgusting and inappropriate to lettuce. how coward i was. i couldnt even do something to help him. i mean, i had no enough idea of what was actually going on then. that time, i didnt wanna do something wrong. now i realize, whats wrong with doing something wrong if thats gonna save someone's life?

luckily, there was another female passenger and her daughter rode on. i just hoped that lettuce would get off before me. AND LUCKILY (AGAIN) lettuce got off along with me xD i felt really relieved -.- and after he got off the car, suddenly he looked all bright again. but i hope he would tell the story to his parents or teacher so he would not be ended up being bullied.

i pray for your goodness, lettuce. and i hope you will find the right path to live, carrot.
Allah bless

Ranchiki

Label: whatiexperienced, whatifeel, whatihavetodo

FYI, Ibu Siti Hanina itu mamake alias nae umma alias ibuku tersayang. oke, jadi tadi abis doi mandi, berceritalah ibu Siti Hanina ini tentang masalah SMK-nya *nama sekolah dirahasiakan :P

katanya, di sekolahnya lagi rame, ada kasus gitu, sampe masuk TV. *whoa. katanya ada anak muridnya yang lapor ke Komnas Perlindungan Anak karena dipukul/ditampar/dianiaya(?) sama kepala sekolahnya ini.

awal ceritanya itu, mereka lagi entah kumpul atau apa, di daerah sekitar Blok-M. bergerombol gitu kan, terus banyak yang bawa senjata. ada macem macem, clurit lah, pedang lah, serem serem bgt itu ga boong -____-

nah pas aksi mereka kumpul kumpul(?) itu dilaksanakan, ada polisi yang nangkep mereka. dibawalah ke kantor polisi. sesampainya di sana(?) ada guru dari SMK mamake yang dipanggil ke sana. kata mamake

"jadi tuh di sekolah ibu ada anak yang udah mau dikeluarin, tapi karena dia anak yatim, masih dikasihanin sama sekolah. eh taunya, ada dia di situ (di kumpulan anak bersenjata-red) gimana gak gondok coba?"

terus gue langsung ngerasa jijik campur aduk prihatin gajelas gitu deh. yaampun nangis deh tuh bokapnya kalo tau anaknya kayak gitu. gila kali, berbakti kek sama orangtua yang udah tinggal satu. ini malah makin jadi kelakuannya. gila gila.

nah kan pas guru SMK mamake ada yang dateng, karena saking gondoknya, si anak tersebut ditampar sama guru/temen mamake itu. nah pas ditampar itu, TERNYATA direkam sama salah satu stasiun TV Indonesia tercinta kita ini ._.

besoknya kan mereka sekolah lagi tuh, dipanggil deh tuh mereka sama kepala sekolah SMK-nya mamake ke ruang multimedia. di sana kan disuruh buka baju merekanya, eeeh ternyata ada anak perempuannya satu orang. aduh bengal banget sih jadi cewek yaampun gabisa jaga diri banget ih gemes ngeliatnya pengen cekek -___-

NAH di situlah terjadi adegan penganiayaan(?) yang diperbuat oleh sang kepala sekolah. berhubung ada anak murid yang lapor ke mamanya, dan mamanya langsung lapor ke Komnas Perlindungan Anak, jadilah SMK tempat mamake kerja ini kena kasus. entah gimana, katanya guru/kepala sekolahnya mau dikeluarin. walaupun guru dari SMK mamake itu udah dikirim ke sana buat nyeritain semua kronologisnya sampe anak itu ngelapor, tetep aja, katanya gaboleh ada kekerasan dalam pengajaran.

tapi coba pikir deh, apa yang mereka (murid-murid yang mau tawuran) itu lakuin, dampaknya lebih besar kan daripada kepala sekolah yang mukul anak muridnya. si bapak itu berbuat gitu karena muridnya duluan kan yang cari gara gara. bukannya belajar malah berantem. gatau apa orangtuanya kerja banting tulang buat biaya sekolah. mikir kek "gue harus punya kerjaan bagus nih, biar bisa ganti semua uang yang udah dikeluarin orangtua gue buat gue". kalo kayak gitu kan gak bakalan ada tuh yang tawuran ga jelas yang penyebabnya juga gak jelas.

dan kalo menurut gue ya, kalo guru mukul murid (kalo muridnya salah dan keterlaluan banget) gapapa kok. di film Thailand yang judulnya "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" ada dua orang berantem pake tangan kosong aja dipukulin sama gurunya. nah ini, gerombolan, bawa senjata pula, yang dituntut siapa? GURUNYA! anjir gak malu tuh jadi pelajar?

wah gila gila. mana si orangtua yang ngadu ini bilang gini

"pokoknya nanti anak saya bakalan saya keluarin dari SMK ini. bakalan saya sekolahin di luar negeri aja"

reaksi mamake dan guru-guru yang lain? ngakak. kenapa? ini anak di sekolah aja boyo. sering bolos, suka tawuran, belajar males malesan. mau disekolahin di luar negeri? mau jadi apa? ditembak sama orang kulit hitam brooklyn kali -___-(?) anak kayak begitu masih aja dibelain. gengsi banget sih jadi orang tua. di Jepang aja banyak kok orangtua yang tega ngusir anaknya dari rumah kalo malu-maluin orangtua. lah ini, anak udah kayak gitu tetep dibelain. mau jadi apa??

pokoknya cerita ini berakhir dengan quote mamake ke anak anak yang kena kasus tersebut, seperti ini bunyinya: (p.s. mamake guru BK ._.)

"kalian kayak gini, guru gurunya dikeluarin, gampang. toh udah punya sertifikat segala macem, mau kerja dimana juga pasti ada yang nerima, udah jadi pegawai negeri. mau buka usaha lain juga bisa. nah kalo kalian? coba kalo sekarang udah kayak gini, emangnya perusahaan bakalan nerima kalian gitu aja? mereka pasti mikir ribuan kali lah."

gitu. jadi, wahai para pelajar sebangsa setanah air Indonesia Raya, marilah kita menuntut ilmu tanpa menyusahkan orangtua dan guru guru kita. sekian.

Label: whatihavetodo, whatiheard

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i found this pic on tumblr and before i knew it it felt hurt in here in heart section

Label: baekhyun, exo, whatifeel, whatithink, whatnotilike

hello bloggie ♥ 오랜만이야~!!! xD

i feel like typing something tonight. well it's finally holiday /yeay/ but i just had a try out test in my course today T^T oh God i felt like dying Dx i hope the test turn out just okay. amen

 so now im going to share the things i'm into recently... jan jan jaaaannn.... ٩(^‿^)۶ here it is

1. Korea ._. 

 i am so into Korea and Kpop these days. it's like i've never loved anyone before. i feel like my love for them is too big. HAHAHAHA. anyway, i love SHINee (my first kpop band i've been into!), B2ST (my first band i saw in person xD), MBLAQ, and EXO (my first band i kept track since debut days :P).
but it's only a few. i mean... if you get into kpop, you'll never end up liking ONLY ONE BAND. i highly doubt that. it's almost impossible. at least you'll know other band names, or one of their songs, or even just heard about them. it's like a domino! you pushed one back and it automatically pushes the rest back (what a great comparison i made, huh \∪ ◡ ∪/)
but not only kpop, i pretty much love anything about Korea now. its fashion, makeup, drama, foods, housing products, stationary, EVERYTHING! they are just so cute yet still edgy! it's really hard to describe because everything is simple but cute and cool. not japan-like-cute with ribbon everywhere or so. it's more like simple-cute kind of way. and it looks like everything is a big hit now. so.... im not the only one :P

2. mint color
THIS COLOR IS JUST SUPER DUPER CUTE YOU KNOW? OKAY NUFFSAID

3. ombre

earlier, i thought ombre was just a haircolor thingy with black at the roots and gradually getting lighter until it looks like blond at the end of the hair. I WAS SO WRONG. this thing is even moreeeeeee beautiful than that. i mean... look at those colors gradually fading. isn't that the glorious thing ever? i feel like never saw something as beautiful as this thing ಸДಸ and the best thing is you can apply ombre everywhere. like... everywhere. hair, shirt, t-shirt, pants, skirt, bag, shoes, LIPS! I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE OMBRE LIPS. or people also call it gradation lips (i almost typed 'graduation' instead. lol) it gives the dolly look but also very sexy and charming. it makes your lips smoother and fuller and everything-er! it's perfect for any time, day or night. my version is the version Korean ulzzang likes to put on. this is simply gorgeous okay.
4. Park Sora

 i've never been into girl/guy model until i found this amazingly beautiful/cute/skinny/sexy creature named Park Sora. she's a model for a Korean online clothing line Stylenanda.com. i simply love everything about her (dont know if she had plastic surgery or not, but who cares HAHA). her hair, her skinny proportion, her way of dressing up, her OMBRE LIPS. oh i feel like watching an angel. hopefully one day i can be as skinny as her and living in Korea and have someone like me now admiring me. LOL THAT WOULD BE SUPER COOL AMEN I HAVE TO BE POSITIVE YEAH YEAH.
5. math 

funny. but i always love math since elementary school

 well that's it!! thanks for reading. if there's even anyone reading it ._. (even it's too late already) HAPPY FASTING! BYE

Label: KOREA, whatilike, whatithink

yang namanya orang bermasyarakat/berorganisasi itu pasti harus banget tuh yang namanya ngerti satu sama lain. kalo salah paham dikit dibiarin, lama lama bakal jadi masalah yang susah diselesai-innya.

jadi gini, kemaren pas rapat OSIS, kita semua nyoba buat nyelesai-in masalah yang ada, dan menurut gue itu semua bisa kejadian cuma gara gara salah paham. sepele emang, mungkin yang salah itu cuma pemakaian kata kata, nada bicara, sama waktu ngomong. itu aja, cuma tergantung siapa yang nanggepin, kalo dimasukkin ke hati... yah....

emosi itu vital. banget. gue gak suka banget kalo orang main main sama emosi orang lain. bercanda hal hal yang udah jelas bakalan nyakitin orang itu terus bilang "canda doang kali". kalo mau bercanda pun cari topik yang gak bikin orang jadi keki kan bisa.

sifat orang juga beda beda. kalo kita ngeliat lingkungan sekitar itu equal, bakalan gak adil banget. udah tau punya temen emosian, eh dipancing pancing emosinya. kalo jadinya berantem, yang salah siapa? mau nyalahin yang mancing tapi yang dipancingnya EMANG emosian. mau nyalahin yang emosian juga gak enak, karena toh bukan dia juga yang sengaja emosi.

kalo udah kayak gitu, perlu BANGET yang namanya "saling pengertian". emang picisan banget ini mah bahasanya -___- tapi ya apa lagi coba namanya? coba bayangin, kalo misalnya temen kita emosian, terus dia lagi emosi. kalo orang emosi ngomong apapun ga enak kan didengernya? walaupun dia salah, kalo kita (yang gak emosian-misalnya) tetep batu bilang dia salah sampe dia makin emosi, well ya kitanya juga salah.

tunggu, gue tadi ngubek oxford dictionary buat nyari arti kata "ngertiin" atau understanding

understanding (adj): sympathetic and willing to forgive each other

jelas kan artinya? kalo temenan sama orang yang sifatnya bagaikan air dan api sama kita, yang pertama harus kita lakuin itu: simpati. kalo misalnya susah banget simpati (dalam arti baik) ke dia, coba aja merasa kasihan sama mereka karena mereka susah ngendaliin emosinya. dan teman itu harus saling bantu dong? nah bantu deh mereka. caranya? maafin mereka, mereka emang gampang emosi. tapi semua hal yang dibilang orang pas lagi emosi itu gak dari hati kok. makanya ada quote kayak gini kan?

don't make decisions when you're angry, and don't make promises when you're happy

that says it all. jadi mulai sekarang, belajarlah untuk ngertiin orang di sekitar kita. simpati-lah sama mereka, dan maafkan mereka. dengan kayak gitu, hubungan bakalan jadi lebih oke dan menyenangkan

cheers, Rani

Label: personal, understanding, whatifeel, whatithink

hello, havent blogged for a while, how have you guys been? (i am talking like i even have a reader ._.)
doesnt really matter for me because i just wanted to talk. lol
i've been watching to this new K-Drama called "King 2 Hearts" lately and i am sooo into it. lol.
well i love Ha Ji Won ever since "Secret Garden" grew on me :P and now i feel like i started to like Lee Seung Gi as well :D

he's just super duper cute.

ANYWAY!

my school was just visited by this "Sang Pemimpi" team and we did some like movie-watching-together. and there was also the Star of the movie. his name is Rendy and he played as Arai.

the movie is really good! like... really :D hahaha it brought laughters and tears :P
but what i wanna talk about is this guy who played the role named Ikal. idk his real name (probably gonna google some information after this :P) but i got attracted by him. to be exact, by his collar-bones.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE/ADORE/CRAZY FOR COLLAR-BONES xD

well yeah, despite the fact that he's really cute in that movie, i couldnt resist to see his well-made collar-bones :P

yep, thats all i want to talk about. i am a bit sick right now and sleepy and struggling for tomorrow's exams >.< i need to fill up my empty exam score so it's really tiring >.<
hoping that tomorrow the school will be ended earlier so i can go to karaoke with my friends. yihhiii xD

kaythxbye

Rani （‐＾▽＾‐）

Label: personal, whatidid, whatifeel

just got the shocking news from my friend. my chairmate just got hurt, inside her heart. his supposed to be lover actually loves another girl. which is also our friend.

i dont know what to do, for God's sake, im also the one who's feeling confused now.
it's like.. i dont know! i dont even know what i wanna do

all i know is that i am sad

now i'm just a basket case, without you...

Label: whatifeel

so on my way home, at "angkot" -..- there was this elementary boy, he rode on that car with me, there were about 4 passengers that time, me, that boy (lets just say he's carrot) and 2 females. and then at somewhere in KayuManis, there was this other boy (lets just say he's lettuce) rode on the same car with me and carrot.

carrot right away called the lettuce with some kinda like, "sst, hey" something like that. i thought they were friends, because even lettuce's body is way smaller than carrot, they both wore elementary uniform (even though it was different from each other) so i just had the thought that maybe lettuce just didnt hear that carrot was calling him.

but then i saw lettuce's face. it was only the expression of fright. i didnt know what was wrong, i really had no idea. but then i got the thought that maybe, they are rival. and then, when a female passenger who sat next to me got off of the car, right away, carrot made his way to sat next to me which was closer to the lettuce.

lettuce's face looked like he was really frightened. and after the other female passenger got off (then in that car there were just me, carrot, lettuce and the driver) carrot started to talk to lettuce again. turned out to be that carrot actually didnt know who lettuce was. i dont know! but carrot asked something about lettuce's school? and he said it was in Kayumanis IV.

all i knew was i feel so sad looking at lettuce's face that time. he almost cried. i mean, he was so tiny! and small, and alone, and frightened. when carrot was a big guy who had water bottle inside his bag (from what i know, having woter bottle in your bag means your mom has extra time and care for you) and carrot also sucked his dirty finger earlier! EWW! >.<

carrot peeked a look at me a couple times. i tried to not avoid his stare. i tried to stare back at him, tried to always looking at him. watched if only he did something disgusting and inappropriate to lettuce. how coward i was. i couldnt even do something to help him. i mean, i had no enough idea of what was actually going on then. that time, i didnt wanna do something wrong. now i realize, whats wrong with doing something wrong if thats gonna save someone's life?

luckily, there was another female passenger and her daughter rode on. i just hoped that lettuce would get off before me. AND LUCKILY (AGAIN) lettuce got off along with me xD i felt really relieved -.- and after he got off the car, suddenly he looked all bright again. but i hope he would tell the story to his parents or teacher so he would not be ended up being bullied.

i pray for your goodness, lettuce. and i hope you will find the right path to live, carrot.
Allah bless

Ranchiki

Label: whatiexperienced, whatifeel, whatihavetodo

FYI, Ibu Siti Hanina itu mamake alias nae umma alias ibuku tersayang. oke, jadi tadi abis doi mandi, berceritalah ibu Siti Hanina ini tentang masalah SMK-nya *nama sekolah dirahasiakan :P

katanya, di sekolahnya lagi rame, ada kasus gitu, sampe masuk TV. *whoa. katanya ada anak muridnya yang lapor ke Komnas Perlindungan Anak karena dipukul/ditampar/dianiaya(?) sama kepala sekolahnya ini.

awal ceritanya itu, mereka lagi entah kumpul atau apa, di daerah sekitar Blok-M. bergerombol gitu kan, terus banyak yang bawa senjata. ada macem macem, clurit lah, pedang lah, serem serem bgt itu ga boong -____-

nah pas aksi mereka kumpul kumpul(?) itu dilaksanakan, ada polisi yang nangkep mereka. dibawalah ke kantor polisi. sesampainya di sana(?) ada guru dari SMK mamake yang dipanggil ke sana. kata mamake

"jadi tuh di sekolah ibu ada anak yang udah mau dikeluarin, tapi karena dia anak yatim, masih dikasihanin sama sekolah. eh taunya, ada dia di situ (di kumpulan anak bersenjata-red) gimana gak gondok coba?"

terus gue langsung ngerasa jijik campur aduk prihatin gajelas gitu deh. yaampun nangis deh tuh bokapnya kalo tau anaknya kayak gitu. gila kali, berbakti kek sama orangtua yang udah tinggal satu. ini malah makin jadi kelakuannya. gila gila.

nah kan pas guru SMK mamake ada yang dateng, karena saking gondoknya, si anak tersebut ditampar sama guru/temen mamake itu. nah pas ditampar itu, TERNYATA direkam sama salah satu stasiun TV Indonesia tercinta kita ini ._.

besoknya kan mereka sekolah lagi tuh, dipanggil deh tuh mereka sama kepala sekolah SMK-nya mamake ke ruang multimedia. di sana kan disuruh buka baju merekanya, eeeh ternyata ada anak perempuannya satu orang. aduh bengal banget sih jadi cewek yaampun gabisa jaga diri banget ih gemes ngeliatnya pengen cekek -___-

NAH di situlah terjadi adegan penganiayaan(?) yang diperbuat oleh sang kepala sekolah. berhubung ada anak murid yang lapor ke mamanya, dan mamanya langsung lapor ke Komnas Perlindungan Anak, jadilah SMK tempat mamake kerja ini kena kasus. entah gimana, katanya guru/kepala sekolahnya mau dikeluarin. walaupun guru dari SMK mamake itu udah dikirim ke sana buat nyeritain semua kronologisnya sampe anak itu ngelapor, tetep aja, katanya gaboleh ada kekerasan dalam pengajaran.

tapi coba pikir deh, apa yang mereka (murid-murid yang mau tawuran) itu lakuin, dampaknya lebih besar kan daripada kepala sekolah yang mukul anak muridnya. si bapak itu berbuat gitu karena muridnya duluan kan yang cari gara gara. bukannya belajar malah berantem. gatau apa orangtuanya kerja banting tulang buat biaya sekolah. mikir kek "gue harus punya kerjaan bagus nih, biar bisa ganti semua uang yang udah dikeluarin orangtua gue buat gue". kalo kayak gitu kan gak bakalan ada tuh yang tawuran ga jelas yang penyebabnya juga gak jelas.

dan kalo menurut gue ya, kalo guru mukul murid (kalo muridnya salah dan keterlaluan banget) gapapa kok. di film Thailand yang judulnya "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" ada dua orang berantem pake tangan kosong aja dipukulin sama gurunya. nah ini, gerombolan, bawa senjata pula, yang dituntut siapa? GURUNYA! anjir gak malu tuh jadi pelajar?

wah gila gila. mana si orangtua yang ngadu ini bilang gini

"pokoknya nanti anak saya bakalan saya keluarin dari SMK ini. bakalan saya sekolahin di luar negeri aja"

reaksi mamake dan guru-guru yang lain? ngakak. kenapa? ini anak di sekolah aja boyo. sering bolos, suka tawuran, belajar males malesan. mau disekolahin di luar negeri? mau jadi apa? ditembak sama orang kulit hitam brooklyn kali -___-(?) anak kayak begitu masih aja dibelain. gengsi banget sih jadi orang tua. di Jepang aja banyak kok orangtua yang tega ngusir anaknya dari rumah kalo malu-maluin orangtua. lah ini, anak udah kayak gitu tetep dibelain. mau jadi apa??

pokoknya cerita ini berakhir dengan quote mamake ke anak anak yang kena kasus tersebut, seperti ini bunyinya: (p.s. mamake guru BK ._.)

"kalian kayak gini, guru gurunya dikeluarin, gampang. toh udah punya sertifikat segala macem, mau kerja dimana juga pasti ada yang nerima, udah jadi pegawai negeri. mau buka usaha lain juga bisa. nah kalo kalian? coba kalo sekarang udah kayak gini, emangnya perusahaan bakalan nerima kalian gitu aja? mereka pasti mikir ribuan kali lah."

gitu. jadi, wahai para pelajar sebangsa setanah air Indonesia Raya, marilah kita menuntut ilmu tanpa menyusahkan orangtua dan guru guru kita. sekian.

Label: whatihavetodo, whatiheard

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